It took a month after getting home from the hospital to feel like I was doing more than just getting by. I came back more lost than I was before I left. I began to wonder if I would ever be fully human again or if I would be a fragmented shell for the rest […]
I had to go to the hospital again. Something I had vowed to never repeat. I was shutting down so much I couldn’t function and I wanted to hurt myself to get out of the fog. I was trapped, hopeless, alone, and frightened. I’ve been home for a couple of days and I don’t really […]
Today marks the anniversary of an experience I never wish to repeat. The earth was in full mode of Spring: beautiful pink blossoms on my tree out back, flowers gorgeously blooming, grass picturesquely green. The beauty seemed to mock the inner storm in which I was caught: I was barely functioning. I lay under the […]
Healing The Ache 